there is always hope

ummeed ki ek kiran hi kafi hai
sau paththar maare duniya
aap muskura de ek baar
mere liye to itna hi kafi hai

laga tha ki haar gaye sab kuch
kuch bacha nahi sab khatm hua
doobte hue ke liye jahaaz nahi
sirf tinke ka sahara kaafi hai

even if you know that sometimes the hope is false,just an illusion ,then also it is the biggest solace when all hope is lost .
I am feeling shitty these days and even an illusion of luck gives me comfort.i am happy.

i'll remember today's date for life.....no....

people often say that they wont forget the date when something special or extraordinary (good or bad) happens .
i can't remember the dates but certainly the incidents, happy ones very few- all clear in 5th sem,cat result (i saw it  on train and i can remember my shock,my joy,man man me bhagwan ko thanks bolna ,even cried a little ,and no matter how much i deny to people and myself that was indeed the greatest achievement of my life) and lot of painful ones -so many ,they have brought many sleepless nights,many novels,ebooks,games,movies,serials with them.
today april 26 is one of such day ,being in final year , only month away from the drastic change in life and lifestyle  ,i thought that we would be treated like professionals ,like adults but alas this is not utopia .this is real world .here people have prejudices and frustration buried deep within them ,and to be fair its not their fault for their individual plights but it  is theirs for the plight of the entire human kind .
anyways this semester has been troublesome on the college front but quite good on other places(goa,home). today's lesson : no matter you think how insignificant some person's life and existence is, he thinks highly of himself and has ego that can fill entire stadiums ,outsize a thousand whales and crush a million dreams .

dum maro dum

somewhere in my earlier post i said that movies can make you learn things,now not even watching a movie made me learn a few things.i could not watch this movie because some of my friends forgot to invite me ,then again some others went and for some strange reason they forgot too.see that hurt me a little but not to worry whatever dosnt kill you makes you stronger ;) i learnt an important lesson that be nice to people ,specially to those who are not nice.further more it is more important to be polite than assertive in discussions ,nobody forgets ,they are constantly trying to get back at you ,even your friends ,thats why be safe than sorry.
final words="juta maro to shawl me lapet ke aur meetha bol ke"

magic of low expectation

Aj shave karte hue ek mast incident hua ,the blade which i had been using for past 2 years and seriously contemplated throwing during  last usage ,worked awesome .
now how could that be, same water, same foam ,same stubble so what happened ,lower expectation is what happened ,i while using it last time had in my mind its glam image (from commercials ) but it failed to live up to them ,then this time i remembered what happened last time so i had very less expectations  and therefore when it just did its job ,i was dumbstruck .

this is the magic of  low expectations guys ,expect less be happy.

movie teaches something, no.. seriously

i am through 20 mins of the movie there's something about mary ,it made me realize one thing for sure that no matter how bad your situation is it might had been worse. when we start thinking that this is not fair ,why this only happens to me ,god always lays such traps to embarrass me , think again what happened to stiller here is perfect example that how little things can go from bad to worse.
dude whatever happens remember it is not the worst scenario it could have been worse. in 99.99% cases you would not face the humiliation faced by this guy, remember this incident whenever something bad happens and you start cursing .

my experience with the whole IIM CAT thing

i wrote this few days ago after the results were declared...

Roj ek hi site ek hi page kholta hu
sala wahi link wahi pdf kholta hu
kaash koi chamatkar ho jae
mera bhi kahin nam dikh jae
jindagi zillat se nahi dekhe mujhe
bas itni si hi khwahish rakhta hu .


(ps:i had calls from iim c,l,ranchi,imt-g after a cat score of 99.64 percentile and it was all downhill from there and  before it as well ,actually the results were just a bump which made me feel weightless for a few moments .)

tomorrow i have internals and i have started to blog

so tomorrow i have my dss(decision support system) and web 2.0 internals
and i haven't started studying yet ,got i nice idea about starting a blog yesterday so "subhaarambh" now .
boredom and disinterest from studies made me writer cum poet (or so i want to believe)


Kal test hai padhai nahi ki maine
kai kahaniya aur kavitae likh dali maine
sali nind bhi aati nahi mujhko
yahan aake apni hi kabr khudwa li maine .